|Just doing what I love.|
I'm nervous about tonight; I'm not a big fan of public speaking or venturing too far out of my comfort zone. I know it will be good for me; I know that I this is the first step toward taking and making new opportunities for myself. Sometimes I find myself being too negative, doubting my abilities, and not allowing myself the chances to grow, learn, and become exposed to others with the same passions. So many times I figuratively curl up into the fetal position and cling to my routines and my comforts. How many things have passed me by because of this fear-mindedness? That's what this blog is about: Venturing out, joining a new community, articulating my fears and insecurities in order to move past them.
Today, sitting in my new room, staring out the window at a place I love with the sun shining on it, I can't help but feel optimistic and finally at ease with putting myself out there. Wish me luck.